the kernals are poppin

I was lucky enough to have a "day off" ... i still have to go in the office and make sure all the computers worked and they really didnt need me ... felt good though to just lay around and unload ... just let the mind wonder off and see what it cooks up ... i apprciate everyones inputs and words of wisdom on here ... its always nice to get a unbias oppinion ... i just cant wait to go home on r&r though ... to see my family and friends ... not be here for a while ... thats pretty much where my mind wondered off to ... it was nice ... another good thing is that while on my day off i didnt have to sit in the office and read or hear about the goings on ... sometimes we all need a break from that as well ... especially after the news we recieved the other day ... we do business with some iraqies ... pay them for jobs they do around base ... for the most part they are alright to deal with ... just like you or me ... we had one guy who was especially nice ... very polite ... spoke english well and could do or get anything you need ... turns out someone found out that he was working with us and executed him in front of his family ... needless to say we knew things like this happen ... it just hits hard when the guy was in our office just 2 days prior ... he was a good guy ... so i guess this day off had some good timing ... let me think and dream about things ... but things are calming down around us at least ... we are in our groove ... days are flying by ... time is just melting away ... its almost feb!!! ... just a couple months away from going home for a while ...

i hope all is well out there in blogger land ... i thank you all for reading and posting ... it really gives me something to look forward too! ... you guys make it easier ... thank you ...

One day ... one day I'll wake up ... wake up and be able to live again ... live and do what I want ... make my dreams a reality ... hope and pray that I dont feel like I am crazy for being one of the only ones that think rationally ... I just want to wake up and not feel like this anymore ... I want to walk with that step ... like there is nothing that could stop me and I know it ... like the weight was lifted ... I want to hold my life in my hand and be able to mold it the way I want ... because I know I can ... I'm tired ... physically and mentally ... I'm tired of some guy just controlling his army and government like a kid just doing what he will ... for crying out loud he cant even put more then two sentances together without the help of a team ... I'm tired of the drones who cant think or do without being told ... I'm tired of hearing, "just do it, I know it doesnt make sense, but some guy that is golfing in kuwait said we have to do this" ... I'm tired of not being able to sleep ... but one day ... one day I will awake ...fully rested ... rested and ready ... one day ...

well well ... sorry for the delay but i finally have paid the $65 a month and had hadji run me some internet ... so here i am back in the blogging world ... i would like to first thank everyone out there, you just dont now how far an email or listening to be blab about stupid stuff goes ... thank you again!!!

But as for me its just another day ... they have me once again running around doing something else everyday ... it is however making the days go by ... well its late and if i start typing i will start running my mouth about bush and his idiots and then next thing you know it would be morning ...

but anyway i will be roaming around the blogs to see whats new ... hopefully pictures and things to come ...

again THANK YOU!!!